Gossip Girl Season 2 is BACK.

September is really a BIG month, bad things, what could be worse? Good things... Anyway, we figured it out finally after 2 miserable weeks, our relationship is getting back on the track, thanks to the God.

Besides, my favorite TV series, Gossip girl season 2 and Prison break Season 4 are both back on screen, hmmm, can't wait to watch them all tonight.

What's worth to mention is i really like Blake Lively(Serena), i admit that all those girls in Gossip girl are fashionable and pretty, however Blake Lively is more stylish and charming:)

In Prison break, i admire Michael Scotfield, i guess he's the smartest man in the world, in the drama certainly. The rumor says that Wentworth Miller is gay, what's the point?! The werid thing is "Prison break" isn't on the top list in America, but in China it is. Looking forward to the new season as the writer makes "Sarah" alive, should be very interesting. 

Fear of marriage? I wanna get the life back on the track.

I've been so UNHAPPY these days, i do not wanna talk with anyone, i wanna take it myself and to see what will happen in the end, i feel the life is so hopeless now. I thought our life was managed so well, in fact, it isn't what i expect. I cried a lot but it doesn't help anything, and now what should i do? I really don't know, just waiting for the judgement from him or what?

I wish my work would be busy so that at least i can focus on my clients, however once i stop working, the whole thing comes out suddently on my mind, people can't see my smile on my face anymore even i pretend to be smiling. Life is difficult. I know it.

Only those people who used to get through may understand what i'm thinking, so what, i even don't care if other people will understand me, i prefer him. to knowing it. When will he realize that his commitment is so meanful and important for me? When will he understand my situation? I don't see it. So many questions to be answered.

Happy Birthday, mon bébé!!!

Today is my baby's birthday, he's turnning to 27 years old:) We actually celebreated it with friends last Sat's night in Hot Pot resturant and Glamour Bar on the Bund in advance, yet there weren't cakes or champagne. However we had them tonight, what a lovely birthday!

AGAIN, happy birthday, bebe, i love you so much my sweetheart:)