I've been so UNHAPPY these days, i do not wanna talk with anyone, i wanna take it myself and to see what will happen in the end, i feel the life is so hopeless now. I thought our life was managed so well, in fact, it isn't what i expect. I cried a lot but it doesn't help anything, and now what should i do? I really don't know, just waiting for the judgement from him or what?
I wish my work would be busy so that at least i can focus on my clients, however once i stop working, the whole thing comes out suddently on my mind, people can't see my smile on my face anymore even i pretend to be smiling. Life is difficult. I know it.
Only those people who used to get through may understand what i'm thinking, so what, i even don't care if other people will understand me, i prefer him. to knowing it. When will he realize that his commitment is so meanful and important for me? When will he understand my situation? I don't see it. So many questions to be answered.
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